Be Magnified!!

Wow!!
Now onli I have d time to reali update my blog..
Not dat im busy wit anyting but reali LOTSA NiaSing tings happened n worse...
Yeah!!! All in a few days!!!!!

Lotsa unwanted truth being told..
Before I can recover from one den another one comes along..

Betrayed+Fooled+Used by those I truli regard as my frens...
And one dat I regard as SISTER!!!!
LOL!!!
Got me so so so...SPEECHLESS!!!!

Not onli Im filled wit hurt but LOL..Hatred is all over me!!
Everyday I wake up..
First ting dat comes to my mind is..hoho!!

"Wen will all tis NiaSing ppl get their BLESSINGS?!!!!" haha!!

Im feeling so so helpless n lost...
I cried till LOL..my eyes hurts so terribly muchie!!

I dunno whom I can ever trust...
Everyone seems so fake dat it realli scare me..

and
Not onli I dun like but I hate d now me...

D one dat always filled wit hatred+revenge!!!!

And..hehe..lastnite!!
I sent a message to my beloved angel-Sherry!!

And I asked her to pray for me...

Tis morning wen I wake up..
The indescribable hurts is still very fresh in me..
So I decided to pray on my own..

And Im reminded of the below verses..

Job 1:12
The LORD said to Satan,"Very well,then, everyting he has is in ur hands,but on d man himself DO NOT LAY A FINGER

Job 2:1o
...Shall V accept good from God n not trouble?

Job 1:12..The Lord said DO NOT LAY A FINGER..
Yes,In every trials-hurts-betrayal-fooled-used-
I knw I CAN and WILL overcome ALL these NiaSing moments as I knw YEAH!!

The LORD is IN-CHARGED!!!

To my dearest ABBA FATHER ...
I have made U too small in my eyes..
Forgive me..
And I have believed in a lie..
Dat U were unable to help me...
But now, O Lord, I see my wrong..
Heal my heart and show Urself strong..
And in my eyes n with my song..
O Lord, be magnified!!!

Be magnified, O Lord!!
U r highly exalted!!
And there is nothing U can't do!!!
O Lord, my eyes are on U..
Be magnified,O Lord..Be magnified!!

I have leaned on the wisdom of men
O Lord,Please forgive me..
And I have responded to them..
Instead of Ur light and Ur mercy..
But now, O Lord, I see my wrong..
Heal my heart and show Urself strong
And in my eyes and with my song
O Lord be magnified!!!



Tis is a very meaningful song..
http://www.imeem.com/people/H5I-u-m/music/pp7Vwm-x/don-moen-don-moen-be-magnifiedmp3/

(P/S:Just now Alan said after he read my blog...he got very scare of me ohh...cox haha..seems like im a very fierce gal ooo...so..how is tis post? haha..better le mah?)