在我最后一次，
闭上眼睛之前，
我想对你说..我爱你，
在你怀里，
舍不得放弃，
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力，
不想闭上眼睛，
至此告别就不能再相遇，
不能再陪你..
但不要忘记，
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
IM NOT WRITING IN MANDARIN YO!
BUT NIASING..SURELY I UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF THE ABOVE WORDS LOR!
YA..I CANT READ MANDARIN BUT DENG..I'VE GOT FRENS DAT DO MAH!!
N IN TIS WORLD...
THERE ARE TINGS KNOWN AS COPY+PASTE+TRANSLATE!!!

It a lyric for a song…I find it very touching and indeed veli sweet especially the last part wen it says..
“U promised me u will live ur life well”

How nice + luply dat a breakup can end in such harmony scenario..
Wit blessings n wishes n caring for each other..
But not wit tears, curses and hurts..
It's just so sad to see two souls dat used to mean so much to each other..
The close-ties dat once shared will be covered by hatred..

And before I start to write anything more..
I will wanna say a big big muacks n sori for everyone ya!!
Dat I lost my cool on last friday nite n dat I’ve lied to all of u!!
Wen everyone being puzzled why I cried on Friday nite..Muahahhaha!!!
I replied..the answer is in my blog..read it,u will understand..
Muahahhaha n some reali anxious + caring frens reali did immediately read n called me up n tell me they dun get it oh..
Of cox loh..Muahahhaa..Im just promoting my blog lah..
Im sori dat I got all u all worried and surely m very touching and moved by all ur carings n concerns..
Ermm..just can say dat I had too much dat nite..n lets just end all it there ya..

And will wanna say a big big luply HAPPY SWEET 18 to luply Evon!!
Deng!! Wen Im wit all d puffy eyes den onli she came to snap pics wit me…
LOL…can c my eyes were all swollen in d pic!!

Now let us bek to our topic..
Why do breakup mostly end up with disaster..most commonly loo..
To me..It will turn nasty wen it happens out of a sudden!!
No one will want to caught in some awful surprises..
However after ermmmm..some talks..in good manners lah..
Not those shouting n yelling ones..
Surely one party will felt the hurt n the unwillingness to accept
Lol..Actuali I hate tis saying..
If u love someone,u dun need to have them
Aiks…(waaahhhhhhh…why why why cant I have him?!!!)
Muahahahhaa!!
Wat can I say is,if its urs,Den it is..
If its not urs..Den it shouldn’t started at all..
Cox whether u like it or not..It will be gone..
Yaya..I know some may say..Its easy for me to say so..
Niasing!! Wat easy?! Its hard for me to swallow those lousy words as well k?!!

It's never easy to finally find someone u luv..
Given the chance,hold on to it tightly but if it's fated dat it should be over..
Den at least..END IT GRACEFULLY (CHEWAH!!) den bitterlly loo..
It's neve an option wen it comes to breakup..whether it is in good or bad terms..
Even u dun wanna let go and still hold on tight
The truth is.. he/she oredi walked away…

Love is something reali strange and Aiks…
How many can reali have a fairtytale ending...
Most of us will end up getting hurt..
So..to avoid hurt..YES!! the best option is not to fall in love anymore!!!

Muahahhahaa..LOL..wen I tell my frens I wanna be single for d rest of my life
D reactions..Muahahaahhaha ... "DFF @ die far far lah” !!!!
Cox haahhahaha..trully.. I am such a sucker for love as Im easily moved..
I fall in love so quick..I fall out of it even quicker..hohoho!!!
One minute I am all over you..The next minute I am already over you!

I did found one special person that I am totally in-love with
I still love him.. I’ll always will in-Christ
I can never thank the Lord enough for knowing him..
Though v’ve known each other for a reali short period of time
He changes my views in lotsa things

Feeling the pain of a past relationship is perfectly normal
However clinging to those feelings n bringing them into a new relationship is wat causes the strain..
If the issues are not addressed..they become a cycle..

Wen v first met,v were both left shatterted n broken-hearted..
He neve did left a deep impression on me except Muahahhaa at my first glance..he is a pretty boy oh…Hohoohohoho ~~
Over till later.. thankfully wit his supports n concerns I successfuli pull myself out of a terrible misseries!
Dats wen I pray I can do the same for him..
He is a sweet person.. and I wanted him to be happy as dat is wat he deserved to..

Thus,I am grateful dat he is being honest wit me..
Wen v are in a relationship,make sure v are in it for the right reasons..
If not ..End it..
At least it cut the grieft off my heart den it step too deep..
At least v still laugh+ jokes+steam-boating n d best online together rather den tearing each other heart apart wit hurtful remarks+comments..
So he shouldn’t be sorry for anything
Instead I should thank him for all the sweet memories dat he brings into my life..
And dun slam d door so quick lah..LOL..NiaSing ah..k lah..wun KIONG MAN (force a kiss) u de lah..

Bb jing.. 不要忘记,你曾经答应我你会好好活下去…luv u..Muackkss