YOU ARE MY BIGGEST JACKPOT

yen & teng

you are my biggest
 JACKPOT
friendship forever

HAPPY 2010!!!

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muackss for everything

❤~our album~❤
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 forever we will be ..

STEAMBOAT QUEEN!!

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS+HAPPY 2010

LOVE YOU ALL!!!

I wish you were here

"it takes TWO to whisper quietly"

The stars lean down to kiss you..

And I lie awake and miss you..

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere..

Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly..

But I'll miss your arms around me..

I'd send a postcard to you, dear..

Cause I wish you were here..

I'll watch the night turn light blue..

But it's not the same without you..

Because it takes two to whisper quietly..

The silence isn't so bad..

Till I look at my hands and feel sad..

Cause the spaces between my fingers..

Are right where yours fit perfectly..

I'll find repose in new ways..

Though I haven't slept in two days..

Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone..

But drenched in vanilla twilight..

I'll sit on the front porch all night..

Waist deep in thought because when..

I think of you I don't feel so alone..

I don't feel so alone..

I don't feel so alone..

As many times as I blink..

I'll think of you tonight..

(Tonight, tonight, tonight...)

I'll think of you tonight..

When violet eyes get brighter..

And heavy wings grow lighter ..

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again..

And I'll forget the world that I knew..

But I swear I won't forget you..

Oh if my voice could reach back through the past..

I'd whisper in your ear:

"Oh darling I wish you were here"

Owl City - Vanilla Twilight

never regret anything that made you smile

never regret anything dat made you smile

I've posted this note before but removed it..

And what made me changed my mind now?

Because I finally realised I have no regrets with the times I am blessed wit him ..
And tis is what i wrote in my personal blog...

"When I think back of this..

I know there will be a smile on me..."

I am truly touched when He..
..bought me twisties...

..help me to clean up my fan...

..unexpectedly walked the Connaught PasarMalam with me and we were caught in de rain....

..ate the tauhu busuk with me..

..spent the nigths on my lousy bed instead of his comfy one..

..had steamboat with me..

..make me coffee..

..kissed me while we are at his shop and there are cctv all around.. ..worried that I will get cold..

..had the pumpkin tong sui I boiled though he dont like ginger.....
buy me the SinChan ermmm..dont know what is that..but its so nice of him..

..picnic with me at house..

..just lazing around watching DvDs at home..his and mine...

..his look when i told him my house got no towel for him..

..the look on him when he walked out from the shower and I didn't off the fan..

..how he never show his anger to me though he is totally pissed
..and hahahas the 3pm sms..

The hugs..The kisses..Eveything..

Eventhough we are not contacting each other now..

But I've grown to stop blaming myself and anyone anymore..
I am just happy that YES-I FELL IN LOVE WIT HIM DEEPLY!!
Finally, hahas..I admit it..

I am so anticipating the coming of 2010!!

I know it will be a good good year for me!!

Away from all the emotional messiness as I am too done with it!!!

Can u forgive yourself?

The defects and faults of the mind are like wounds in the body,

After all imaginable care has been taken to heal them up,

Still there will be a scar left behind.

French writer

Francois La rochefoucauld

The wound caused by Love cannot be healed by somebody else..

It is not a wound of the body..

It is a wound of the mind..

A wound that only you can find and that only you can heal..

There is only one question that matters..

There is only one really important question..

Can you forgive yourself?

It is said dat time heal all wounds..

I do not agree..

The wounds remain..

In time the mind protecting it's sanity 

Covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens..

But its never gone..

Rose kennedy

That day, I was just mad... 

I was just being childish...

I said, “I hate you”...

I thought so many times that I wish ...

I wish that I had said ...

I love you