~~ sherry ~~

Sui Po..

U r the one dat I know I can act like a complete idiot with..

And no matter wat, U will stand there laughing wit me...

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(or NiaSing..U r actually laughing at me!!! Hahahaha!!)

Sui Po..

When Im straying away from HIS presence..

U r the one dat always reminded me dat HE still cares..

Dat HE stills loves me..

Because..HE blesses me wit U....

(Life been reali hard on me..till I dunno where to start with!!)

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(Hahahaha..The attacks from d "OLD ASS @ LUCIFAT")

(Muahahaha...knw who mou?? Getting stronger+ stronger)

(N being the NiaSing me!! LOL..almost fell into his traps!!)

(The "shen jui pai" case)

(U know wich of Ur words dat trully knocks me up dat day ?)

(Wen de "count-life woman a.k.a shuen meng po" said all those stuffs to me..)

(Which Muahahahaha!!! I NiaSingly believe it 100%)

(Wen U asked me..)

(Guess who is behind her??)

(And U answered..)

(Is the NiaSing "OLD ASS @ LUCIFAT")

Sui Po..

U r there to go thru lotsa rough times with me..

(Hahahaha!!!)

(How many times did I got U into d police station ya??!!)

(If Im not mistaken..2 times ya..Hahahha!!)

(I jus dunno wat I will do if U wasn't there for me)

Sui Po..

Though ya..

We hardly see each other..

But funny is I know..

U will always be there for me!!!

So U knw wat?

I really NiaSingly Lup U!!!

Hahahahaha!!!

And Yeah..Tis is her~~~My beloved angel!!~~Sherry~~

~~ tired + sick ~~

There is a point in my life..

Wen I get so NiaSing-ly tired of trying to fix everyting...

Trying to make eveyone happy...

Now..Wen I finally decide to quit doing so..

It's just realiszing..YEAH!!

I dun absofarkinglutely need all these NiaSing people!!

Wit all the NiaSing PIG-SHIT they bring to my life!!
FARK-OFF!!!

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Most frens always tink dat Im a tough cookie!!
Muahahahaha!!!!
Just dat I never let u all see me cry..
And I come off strong...
It doesnt mean dat I din't fall asleep crying...
And eventhough I act likes noting's wrong...
Maybe..Hahaha..Maybe..Im really good at lying...

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Im so sick of pretending to be okie...

But..Yeah..
I never know how "STRONG" I am...
Till yes...lately..tis few days...
Being "STRONG" is the onli choice I am left....


Wen will all tis pain just go away???

P/S:Sherry..da "shen jui pai" topic..I haven reali knw wat to write yet...maybe I oredi got de idea..hahaha..but jux dunno how to write them out..my next post will definately on it!!!

~~ DUNNO WHY ~~

LOL..My house is in a speechless-ly terribly messy state!!
Hehe!! Should've started to clean the house tis noon but...Hoho!!
Busy~Busy facebook-ing loo till now!!!
I've been freakingly NiaSing-ly..Hahaha..moody tis few days..++!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
D worse part is I dunno why!!!!!!
??????????????????????????!!!!!

Funny ya??!!
Im not joking...I reali dunno why...
Will it be because of :
a)..my family??
b)..my studies??
c)..my financial situation-$$$$??
d)..my ever-complicated relationship??

I really dunno....Maybe its all of d above!!!! Hahahaha!!
Im sori ya to all of U dat gotto witness d awful side of me!!!! ............................
Muahahahaa!!! NiaSing ah!! Always say wanna see me drunk mah...
Now dat I got NiaSing-ly drunk!! U all got worried!!! Hahaha!!!
Anyway..Muacckkkssss to all of u!!!

So I went to Pavilion to shop shop wit Katty on Wednesday!!
Yeah!! Shopping is one of the BEST way to cheer up moods!!!

Agree mah??!! Hahahaha!!
Just be there-Pavilion..
The enviroment is just ermmm....Great!!
So calming!! Hahahaha!!
We had our lunch at DOME.. .. I tend to eat alot when Im moody...
I've been to DOME at KLCC n TIMES SQUARE for numerous times but the DOME at Pavilion..
Ermm..I have the feeling of serenity being there~~~
Free from disturbance from all de man-made madness!! Hahahaha!!
Maybe becox everyting there is just so quiet!!! Hahahaha!!!

CLINIQUE~~~ ~~ bought some stuffs there ~~
But even after d shopping spree..Im still feeling.. ...and Yeah..drunk AGAIN lastnite!!

Im feeling veli lost...as if I wish to run away n hide in a place dat I can be alone.......................

Actuali..after talking to Sherry on Wednesday morning..I oredi knew d reason why I got so terribly moody but loh..Just dat I dunwan to admit it..Wat izzit???!!

Will only elaborate bout it in the next post loh..

If not later u all complain ..

"WHY SO MANY WORDS DE??!! WHY SO LONG DE!!"

Rite mou?? Hahahaha!!

~~~ for you ~~~

Yesterday Mother's Day was just AWESOME!!!! Hahahaha!!
Wouldn't want to elaborate more on dat...just forget it ......... it caused my mood freakingly down... from lastnite..or should say from last noon till tis morning...so so so down!!!

But thanks to my new MEI MEI @ CHI LAM!! Hahaha!!!
After chatting wit him.. my mood becomes better!!!
Sometimes it's reali weird n strange ya..U chat chat wit someone u dun reali close to...but U will be more honest wit them bout ur feelings den those u have known for some time!!!
Den i went to college loo at noon..hehe..skipped class for few times..and muacks muacks to luply AnnChee n Valerie..Im feeling tremendously great!!!! Both of them are just so superb sweet!!!!
Blessing knowing them!!!

So YEAH!! Mention bout de class..YEAH!!! I've got assignments to do!!
ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Below are all the assignments dat i need to do and muahahahahaha!!!
HAVENT EVEN STARTED YET!!!!
LAW - pass up tomolo!! ~~~ YEAH!! ~~~
BUSINESS STUDIES - individual assignment to pass up tis wednesday n d group assignment
end of tis month!! ENGLISH LITERATURE - 25th May!!!!!
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...And the NiaSing part is..I need to go out tonite!!! HAHAHAHA!!!

But d reason Im writing tis is not to bring up bout my assignments loo..hoho!!!!
It's bout some freaquently questions asked by frens..
COX I HAVEN'T BEEN HANGING OUT WIT SOME OF MY BESTIES !!
N V R PLANNING TO MEET UP SOON..so TIS IS FOR U ALL YA!!!
PLEASE DUN ASK ME THE BELOW QUESTIONS!!!!

1) HOW'S LIFE LATELY?
-i've been thru lotsa Niasing moments!!!
So I dun feel like talking bout it cox I hate to recall it!!

2)SEEING SOMEONE?
-no n absofarkinglutely not interested!!!

3)WHY ??!!!!
-I ANSWERED-NO-NOT INTERESTED..FULL STOP!!!

Hahaha..wanna write more but gotto go n take my bath loo... muackkksssss!!!!!